Hey honey.
I'm back here again. I'm only here because i don't know how to solve this.
I'm always here only because i can't seem to figure out what to do.
Hmmm,, many things happened this week and it always falls back to neglecting your presence and importance.
What I want to say that i never meant to neglect you. I also hope i can strike a balance between you and my family. But sometimes i move towards the other side i think because of familiarity? Oh and if i'm too close to you my mummy always scold me. Always tell me to behave myself. Lame as it is, i hope they'll open up to you more. Mmm, whatever you saw in the notes right, it's just something that i want to say at that time. But i don't feel that way anymore. Okay, i feel so lost without you. i know i should have known better then to leave you. But i didn't skip my sl for nothing right? I wanted to meet you for dinner but you seemed like you didn't want to see me anymore. I asked i meant, but you seemed quite reluctant and its because of me. So yeah, really sorry. But this week wasn't spent properly, we totally wasted everyday quarreling with each other. the only week we had. well, i hope i don't have to waste another. Forgive me once again k? I'll make it worth your forgiveness :( thank you for being mine :)
